Jumat, 30 September 2011

Need a REAL Brother

I Need a Brother !!!!!!!!!!
pengeeennn banget punya kakak cwo...
awalnya dia datang dan munculah kata "Kakakku" dan "Adekku"
akuu sudah membanggakannya di depan teman dan sahabat-sahabatku.
"DIAlah kakak terbaik! dia lah yang kuinginkan!"....... kata itulah yang ku katakan.
beberapa bulan berjalan... seakan tidak ada hambatan sama sekalii. terutama bulan Agustus 2011..
bulan itu dimana aku dan Dia memang sudah selayaknya Kakak dan Adek. Berantem juga gk berantem beneran... pasti ujung"nya juga ketaawaaa lagi. Ngelucu? hahaha dia itu paling jayuuuss bgt. tapiii gatau kenapa aku tetep aja ketawa.. pengen rasanya aku liatin ke kalian ttg smzku sama dia. aku yakin 100% klo kalian jadi akuuu, kalian pasti bahaaaggiiiaaaa banggeett !
Tapi....................................... bulan September dia mulai berubah....
seakan tak menganggapku lagi.
iyaa okei.. aku ngerti dia lgi sibuk buat UNAS... tapiii kenapa dia masih mentingin PACAR? truusss ADEKnya nggk dianggep lagi. Seakan kata "ADEK" hanyaa untuk PELAMPIASAN egonya..
kenapa ADEK yg jadi korban???? kenapaaa dunia ini serasa tdk adiill ??!....

Aku hanya ingin kakak cwo yg seutuhnya ! nggk setengah"........

Kamis, 29 September 2011

28 Sep 2011

Kelas 3 SMP emang lagi sibuk2nya sih...
trus kenapa kayaknya seorang ADEK udah nggk dibutuhin lagi. kenaapaaa musti PACAR yang selalu di nomor satukan???
Aku ingin kembali ke bulan Agustus .Disuruh terjun ke jurang juga bakal aku lakuin !
Bulan itu serasa nggk sepi...
Dia memberikan senyumaan mungkin takkan pernah kulupakan saat itu. TELETUBIES...
Satu kata itulah yang paling ku ingat..
Dia bilang  ...........................
"hahahaa...klo adek yang manggil Tinkywinky sih nggkpapa :D. tapi klo anak lain sih males --a .. kan itu kita sndri yang bkin, kenapa mreka ikutan?? iya gk sih? hahaha"

Kata" yang selalu bkin aku trsenyum krna kelucuannya.
dia jga pernah bilang
"maaf chubby aku gkbisa bales perasaan itu. coba ndut lebih cepet dri *tituuuuut* 2 minggu. mungkin rasa sayangku bukan sebage Adek.. tapi yang lain. dan mungkin  ceritanya bakal beda...

Banyak banget kenangan yang kayaknya rugi banget buat dibuang!
Tapi sekarang, seakan semuanya sudah berubah (28 Sep 2011).... Dia seakan menjauh dan TIDAK MEMBUTUHKANKU lagi.... bahkan dia bilang..
" Maaf.. akhir2 ini aku sbuk. ngerti lah.. terus aku jga LEBIH KONSEN sama *tituuuut* "
entahh....... saaat itu serasa seperti dunia berhenti berputar... dan akuu mulai sangat merasa kehilangannya. rasa2 indah bersamanya membuatku menangis takda hentinya....

"Dek Poo" dan "Kak Tinkywinky"
--> kata" yg mungkin takkan pernah kulupakan

Kak Tinkywinky.... entah aku hanya ingin kau membaca post ku ini. aku hanya ingin kau tau perasaaanku yang merasa sudah kau tiggalkan













Justin Bieber feat. Jessica Jarrell Overboard

(Jessica)
It feels like we’ve been out at sea, whoa
So back and forth that’s how it seems, whoa
And when I wanna talk you say to me
That if it’s meant to be it will be
Whoa oh no
So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we’ve got it we just can’t give up
I’m reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water
And I
I’m overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up
I can’t swim on my own
It’s too much
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My lifesaver
(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)
My lifesaver
(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)
Whoa
(Justin)
I never understood you when you’d say, whoa
Wanted me to meet you halfway, whoa
Felt like I was doing my part
You kept thinking you were coming up short
It’s funny how things change cause now I see
Oh whoa
So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we’ve got it we just can’t give up
I’m reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water
And I
I’m overboard (overboard)
And I need your love
Pull me up
I can’t swim on my own
It’s too much (it’s too much)
Feels like I’m drowning (ohh)
Without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My lifesaver
Oh
It’s supposed to be some give and take I know
But you’re only taking and not giving anymore
So what do I do
Cause I still love you
(I still love you baby)
And you’re the only one who can save me
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh
I’m overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up (pull me up)
I can’t swim on my own
It’s too much (it’s too much)
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
(I’m drowning baby, I’m drowning)
So throw yourself out to me
(I can’t swim)
My lifesaver
(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)
My lifesaver
It’s crazy crazy crazy
(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)
Lifesaver oh
(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)
My lifesaver
(Lifesaver, oh lifesaver)
Yeah

Camp Rock 2 - Wouldn't Change a Thing Lyrics

DEMI) (echoes: Joe)
It's like he doesn't hear a word I say
His mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there
It's like
(She's way too serious)
All he wants is to chill out
(She's always in a rush)
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out
(And interrupting)
Like he doesn't even care
(Like she doesn't even care)
(Demi)
You,
(Joe)
me
(Demi)
We're face to face
(Both)
But we don't see eye to eye
(Demi) (echoes: Joe)
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
(Both)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
(Demi) (echoes: Joe)
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)


(Both)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

(Joe) (echoes:Demi)
She's always trying to save the day
Just wanna let my music play
She's all or nothing
But my feelings never change
(Why does he try to read my mind?)
I try to read her mind
(It's not good to psychoanalyze)
She tries to pick a fight
To get attention
That's wha
t all of my friends say
(That's what all of my friends say)

(Demi)
You,
(Joe)
Me
(Demi)
We're face to face
(Both)
But we don't see eye to eye
(Demi) (echoes: Joe)
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
(Both)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
(DEMI) (echoes: JOE)
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
(BOTH)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
(Joe)
When I'm yes, she's no
(Demi)
When I hold on, he just lets go

(BOTH)
We're perfectly imperfect
But I wouldn't change a thing, no
(Demi) (echoes: Joe)
We're like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
(Both)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
(Demi) (echoes: Joe)
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
(Both)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
(Both)
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
(Demi) (echoes: Joe)
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
(Both)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing

Senin, 26 September 2011

U Smile - Justin Bieber


Oh
Yeah
Mmmm
I’d wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot
Your world is my world
Yeah
Ain’t no way you’re ever gon’ get
Any less than you should
Cause baby
You smile I smile (oh)
Cause whenever
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn’t have let you know
I’m always gonna do what they say (hey)
If you need me
I’ll come right there
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile (oh whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey
Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it’ll ever get
You ain’t seen nothing yet I .Won’t ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby (hey)
You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Make me smile baby
Baby you won’t ever work for nothing
You are my ins and my means now
With you there’s no in between
I’m all in
Cause my cards are on the table
And I’m willing and I’m able
But I fold to your wish
Cause it’s my command
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Oh
You smile I smile
You smile I smile